A year in Amman.. :)

السنة الماضية وزي هاد اليوم بالضبط سافرت واجيت على الاردن عشان اسجل بالجامعة.. كان يوم خرافي بالنسبة الي وبداية جديدة لكل شي بحياتي 

بتزكر كيف كنت مبسوطة وبدي اعمل كل اشي بيوم واحد ..بدي اسجل وبدي استقر مع انه هاد كله فعليا اخد مني شهر كامل تقريبا.. 

 ما بنسى الكركبة الي عشتها اول فترة قبل ما اخد سكن ..كانت اغراضي موزعة بين بيت ستي وعمتي وخالتي لانه كل يوم كنت ارجع انام بمكان ..تعبت نفسيا من هالوضع .. ولما اخدت السكن خلال يوم واحد كنت مجمعة كل اشي وحطيتهم بالبيت 

كمان اشي حلو ..لما كنت اشتري اغراض للبيت لانه تقريبا السكن بكون فيه الاشياء الاساسية واي شي تاني انا جبته .. شوية اكسيسوريز وديكوريشن يعني بغيرو منظره وبخلوه

"بيتي "

لما كنت احكي (بيتي) الكل يضحك علي .. انه انا ..وبيت .. ومسؤولية وزي الي عن جد 

بعدين مشت الامور وتعودت شوي شوي عالوضع 

بدأت اعرف الاماكن والشوارع اكتر ووين احسن مكان عشان اجيب الاشي الفلاني وكيف اوصل لـ ما بعرف شو وهيك يعني ... 

الاشي الاصعب من هاد كله اني اتأقلم مع الناس وبالذات بنات الجامعة :\

هههه بتزكر اول اسبوع ولما تعرفت على كم وحدة وكنا نقضي الوقت سوا .. كانو كلهم يرنو علي ويفصلو..وانا عن حسن نية ارجع اتصل فيهم ..ومش مرة او مرتين ..كل مرة هيك.. بعدين حسيت انه في لعبة في الموضوع ..شو يعني شافوني جاية من السعودية يعني احسن شي بعملوه انهم يستغلوني !!! بعديها ما عاااد رديت على حدا والي بدو ياني بحكي معي .. هاي شغلة

شغلة تانية ..تعلمت مبدأ "نفسي نفسي " يعني مصلحتي فووق كل اشي 

لانه ياما كنت احسن من الناس واتعامل بحسن نية وبالاخير كل اشي بيوقع على راسي وبطلع انا الهبلة وكله بيدير ظهره وبضل رايح 

بمعني اخر حسيت اني تعلمت الحقارة لانه الطيبة بتنفهم هبل وبما انه احنا بزمن ما بعرف شو الفرق بينهم .. فـ ازن هيك الواحد بيعيش

كمان تعلمت اكون أد حالي وما اخاف من اشي -

تعلمت اعمل كل اشي لحالي وعمري ما اطلب مساعدة من حدا - 

تعلمت افكر لبعيد -

تعلمت كيف استفيد من الوقت -

تعلمت كيف اتعامل مع المصاري..ههه اول فترة كنت طول ما في بإيدي مصاري اصرف -

...وعلى نص الشهر اكون مفلسة بعدين استوعبت انه ..وييين ما بنفع هاد الحكي

تعملت سواقة - 

تعلمت اطبخ - 

هههه والله انجازات عن جد.. !؟

غير انه تعرفت على ناس عن جد صح..وصارو جزء كبير كتير من حياتي ومابعرف لولا وجودهم شو كان عملت ..فـ بحكيلهم شكرا لأنه بعرف بني ادمين زيكم :)

اكيد كل هاي ايجابيات لوجودي هون .. انه تعلمت كتير شغلات وخلال سنة وحدة صار فيها اكتر ما كنت بتخيل.. مش عارفة باقي ال3 سنين شو بدو يصير كمان :D

ما علينا .. اهم اشي اني اكون بحقق الي بتمناه واهلي يكونو فخورين فيي وارفع راسهم 

 هابي نيو يير وان شالله خير :)

Back in the black :P

HELLo =]]


It seems that i had a great break after a horrible semester. Am going back to the collage with a good ambition to have it much better that the previous one. 


I think i'm experiencing  really big new things , meeting new ppl, having gr8 times with the old buddies, without forgetting the vacation i had with my family in Riyadh,  which was amazing and full of enjoyment. 
So, my life now is going in a really good way which makes me feel more comfortable and confident :)


Now there are many plans to handle the messy about my study and to make everything stable,,


WISH ME LUCK !! ;)

Hello vacation ..!

It’s been long time not writing in the blog

There was a final exams so no time to do but now we’re DONE :D

It was one of the worst days ever.. I was thinking about lots of things which made me staring at the book most of the time. Also, there were no enough time between them to study well,, so it was like a horrible war :S

Now am preparing for going home to my family in Saudi Arabia, I’ll stay 3 weeks there. I know it’ll be long and will get bored except if I make plans for everyday :P

When I go there I feel comfortable of so many things, one of them is the responsibility. Yes its really a big deal coz I’m thinking of every single thing and taking care of my whole life from all sides.

With my family, I just take care of myself, like how l wanna spend the day,, when I’ll do some shopping ,,where i'll meet my friends,,what will we do for fun :D,, big difference between here and there

Ooh then let’s pack the bag and say goodbye Amman till Feb. 4, 2011 J

saying goodbye..to 2010

2010 is about to finish..

When I think of that day when it started, I felt like it was yesterday.. I remember that night exactly,, I was sitting with my sister making fun of some TV programs about predication of 2010… I couldn’t sleep that night coz I was thinking of what this year will bring... and it did, bring a lot.. So many changes in my life happened this year.  I grew up like 10 years…

The travel to another country for the study is one of the most important reasons that made me someone else ..
I came to the country which haven’t got used to live in for a period not exceeding one month .. It was difficult to adapt at first, but thanks to God, I built a new, complete and wonderful life here in Jordan. I met many wonderful people and friends .. doing some unexpected and new things gave me a lot of experiences that affected through my personality and my dealings with people.
The life that I live completely independent, was important in building my confidence.
I feel happy when I think of the few things I reached compared to what I want to reach in the future..i just take it step by step .. One of the most important things is to make my parents proud of me and draw a smile on their lips once they mention my name during my absence.

Sometimes I feel like missing lots of important events in our family. however, life isn't easy and we must sacrifice for what we desire,,giving up will never be a good solution..

Think positively in the next year , write down the goals u want to achieve , put it between your eyes so with faith and the hard work, you will reach them easily. :)

Life standup comedy

Every day we’re playing in this life. By looking to the people’s faces you can realize what his character is, but no one could know if it is real or fake. From my point of view, I think that everyone must not hide his real personality for example, if u hate someone just say it !! why should u pretend that u r his best frnd and u really care about him but the fact inside u that u wanna kill him right now. :S

That day,  I was feeling bad and trying not to show it as possible as I can, I was smiling in everyone’s face coz ppl doesn’t mean anything to them if im feeling good or not, from this side I was playing another character and putting another face on my face !!

Sometimes when you treat people in a good way their return is completely surprising u.. they just screw u up in a horrible way, may be u’ll give up and leave them forever but I think we must keep giving good things to ppl around us coz someday they will feel shame and starting to change themselves… who knows, i may change .0001% of their bad behaviors and if everyone treated others the same way we could change this world to a better place.  So don’t say this type of ppl (ma bnfa3 m3hom el mo3amleh el mne7a) but say: I’ll change them.

I learnt something from a course i took about “Power of Human Energy” that every positive energy u gave to this world will return back to u the same amount but in a different way. I liked this thing and applied it in my life, and seriously am having good things that I NEVER expect!! That’s huge just give it a try.

One last thing I wanna mention about in this post, some ppl thought that I am Casper or something ?? am not (shafafeh) !! When I saw one of my frnds for instance, I just have my little smile preparing to say hi, how r u ? but what shocked me that when she ignored me like she didn’t knew me !! WTH ppl ,, is she kidding me ?! don’t tell me that she had any kind of excuses like she didn’t notice,,or she was busy,,and sometimes it reached a level of colliding our shoulders ,, hhh that’s so funny sra7a ! Our prophet Muhammad (PBUH) said: ‘Spread the greeting of salaam amongst yourselves’

So wish u the best in this life which I found similar to a standup comedy, live it with happiness anyway, let ppl loves u and try to leave ur fingerprint wherever u go, with a good memory and a small smile :))

The Beginning

Hello Visitors..
This is my first post in my blog.. I thought I must have my own blog to share my thoughts and experiences with ppl around me ,, it would be an Arabic\English blog ,, i mean sometimes i feel more comfortable to express what am thinking of in English,,but im still Arabian..so both are needed :D 
Anyway, I'll appreciate any comments or questions ,, just feel free to post, nothing will be deleted  :)